Rare connection with a shrug to the heart.

The humanity in the things they do, I love it.

Trust = Giving

I was thought to leave out humanity for my puny 23 years of age, people lie when they say emotions kill, so I had them murder for so long.

Thought which constantly flowing inside of me…

I guess I am the lucky few who can constantly come to realization of things.

Better put it to use. Make things less complicated.

I have some premonition thoughts flowing into the system. I see life as it will be, like a matrix. I simply have better angles. It’s a gift, I am gratitude

I have question, so I will have them answered.

I feel like crying, easing the burden around me. That’s not stress, just curiousity.

Knowledge, believe, magnificent world.

The world is very huge.

People see me as a promise keeper.

“It will be a tough but nonetheless a fun ride.”

I am a step closer to my achievements. Got to go do more.

Another lessons to myself.

Be happy.

Always, and happiness will come surging in. Never compromise and you choose your thoughts Happily. DO NOT EAT HAPPY MEAL, MSG makes you DEPRESSED.

Be emotional.

Without sadness, the happy will not be happier…well you get the picture. Be passionate to thinks, used you emotional as a guidance system to sense through things. Make sure you do not bury your emotion and become a dead fish in the vast sea, people won’t know you. Humans are emotional

Be enthralled.

Little things, big things, (my little thing which can go big when stimulated included) everything that life have to offer, take and enjoy. You lived once, so if you understand this sentence, enjoy.

Be yourself.

Ofcos then you have to know yourself; know that you are infinite being and intelligence. Understanding yourself is the hardest so far. So make sure, you are clear minded and powerful enough to move on. Authentic is not just a word.

Be GREAT.

Compromising always will make you a compromiser, You com, you pro, but you are still a miser. I don’t like to make sense. So make sure you reach all the goals you set and go full force.

That’s all today, enjoying the office life as we speak, can’t enjoy anymore soon.

Lie.

Never lie.

Tell the truth, it will bond two people closer.

Be authentic and never conceive any truth from your so call friend.

People are cleverer then they seems, and there is magic surrounding the interaction of two people when they communicate. So do not hide anything you think will jeopardize anything. It's hard, but that didn't stop anyone from achieving anything.

learn to speak of others as if he/she is there with you.

This life is gonna suck if bad things keep happening to good people.

Feeling lethargic and slightly fluster, wonder why my emotions fluctuate so much nowadays.

Have more friends then acquaintance. Call them out and share things with them. Do not let the society change you!

END OF MESSAGE.

Of loyalty towards friend.

Most will implant a lot into you, detaching you from the flow. This is what they called stress. You act as a mirror and repelled it all back to them, ignoring them if given the chance, there is simply too many negativity in people around. I blame it to their upbringing.

Have enemies.

BUT even MORE Friends, and make sure you are very loyal and they stay loyal to you, so you can show them more loyalty and honest beyond facial value, there is level to things, calculate it and evaluate whether if it’s worth pursuing. Loyalty is a rare treat, so treasure them. I feel so many people don’t understand the concept of friends anymore.

Things are potent when innocent died.

It’s a dangerous game. Be wary and simple. Be mindful as always. Mistake is common, but never twice. Understand the rules. Learn the basic. Hurt is another level to grow. Teach and you will learn more. If things don’t turn better, walk away.

But most important forget the incident and remember the experience.

There is so much to learn, it wouldn’t mean it’s impossible to learn all, just take your own pace and learn at different phase. Knows the reason why, and the outcome so you won’t seems lonely. Give and take. The other side wouldn’t like things which come easy as well.

Summary equals to be real to your real friends.

Balance, dreams and action, compliments… ends

What defines man?

Is it…

The moneys he makes?
The body and face he is?
The colour of his eyes?
The assets he owns?
The lifestyle he is at?
The home he stays?
The car he drives?
The watch which he wears?
The girls he brings to bed?
The loves he gives?
The friends he tries to help?
The mind which he owns?
The family which he cares?
The action which he takes?
The decisions he makes?
The ways he talks?
The ways he walks?
The respect he gives others?
The ways other treat him?
The emotions he feels?
The patient he portrays?
The intelligent he has?
The experience he was?
The pleasantry he reveals?
The gratitude he consists?
The fortitude he is?
The vision he has?
The dreams he achieves?
The chances he takes?
Or The determination he put?

Perhaps the list is too long to be ask, Man will always be man. I as a man hadn’t found the answer yet. If you know the answer please email me at mc_assholes@hotmail.com.

P.S.There is some negativity in me which needs to be uprooted.

of becoming a man.

some told me something, lots of things.

Like how simplicity is the way to go, but achieving simplicity is the most complicated process there is.

I am fill with information, constantly without changes.

Words I used so redundantly as usual, Change, grow, live.

But it only make sense to me. I am melodramaticizing, dun bother this words dun exist.

Life is something which don't exist before us. We create, construct. and we permit someone to come to our life to destroy it, so we can create even more.

to tell the truth, i love life, i have challenge, beautiful one. I have my reason to live.

This feeling is hard to express.

Like something connecting myself, a certain reason which push me forward, yet i know behind it there is nothingness just pure blankness.

Life is bleak yet beautiful. Perhaps there is so much things i dun have yet which makes it so beautiful.

If i am there, then I wouldnt grow anymore,i am just me.

So if there is a lesson to all this,

Learn

Like you know nothing.

and only when you know nothing you can move forward.

this is probably so redundant and you have heard it constantly, i am doing it, i am a loser winning.

Hard fight but winning. JUST YOU SEE

Lego

Lego.

Is like life,

we build,

we destroy

we build again,

we destroy.

Until something you really like come to the picture.

You cherish

For a moment

And it got destroy

You cry

And you build some more.

It never ends.

Until you grows up

Lego

Is like

Change

It never ends until

You die.